Just a little vent-ish type thingy.....

ok.....First off...I love the fact that I am pregnant and I am So thankful that nothing has gone wrong....

that being said.....

why do I have to be the one who gains SO much weight during pregnancy?

I swear.....

with Miss K I gained about 45 ish lbs {gasp! i know!}

and I was going to spin class at least 2 times a week, and working out the rest

You would think she would be this huge, pump baby.....

nope

not at all

she was born 11 days past my due date and only weighed like 6 lbs 12 oz.

seriously!

HOW? where did all that weight go?

to my butt. and my legs. and my belly....oh, don't forget my face.

I am not one of those girls that can wear pre-pregnancy jeans home from the hospital.

I can't even fit pre-pregnancy jeans in the 3rd trimester!

it's semi-depressing

because I see people who look freaking awesome like a week after birth.

really? i think i'm going to cry.....

I'm just not blessed in that area, genetically.

sucks.

I hate watching movies/tv where they come home from the hospital and they are super skinny...

thanks for making your movie realistic.

thanks for making the mothers around the world feel worse about themselves.

You probably think i sound crazy

blame it on the hormones.

but I am tired of the unrealistic view of women in the world.

I am not airbrushed {wish i was sometimes :) }

I don't have a six pack {never have no matter how hard I tried}

I've never even had a flat stomach {even when I weighed only 110 lbs and went to the gym almost everyday-right before my pregnancy with k-seriously}

i have strech marks {a friend once told me they are the sign of a real woman}

I have scars...

I am not perfect {no one is}

AND....that's OK!!

I won't stop trying

we are going to be working out hardcore post baby {p90x, anyone?}

and I eat pretty healthy now {minus last night's pastrami cheese burger-it was Miss Brittney's birthday!} and will eat healthy postpartum

I will have a ways to go {I'm guessing at least 45 lbs to lose--that includes the extra 15 left over from K. awesome!} but I will try and I will get there. This time, I have Drew to help :)

but, if i avoid you for a while...it's because I still look like a fatty.

don't judge me.

Sorry for my little vent here...but, you know...hormones ;)

consider yourself lucky ladies if you are back to a pre-pregnancy weight {or less} with in 3 months of giving birth. {I secretly hate you, btw ;)}

But remember....if you aren't....You are still beautiful!!
{i'm still trying to get it through my head, lame i know.}

And you aren't the only one....trust me :)